I curse the day I known you

I curse the day I known you,

I curse the night I smiled at that text,

You know which one, right?

The "I think I earned a new friend tonight"?

No, I actually curse that thread that made us find each other, I wanna curse my friend who started it soo bad, but wouldn't she be innocent given the fact that it was indeed a great thing to do?

But either ways I curse the very first thing that brought us together,

I curse my desperate soul starving for closure at 2am on the internet,

I curse that morning after few weeks of blushing at each other's texts and whatnots, the morning I finally got to hold you,

I curse my soo welcoming arms that held you so tight like I've been there before, like it was my favourite thing to do in the life before that,

I curse your eyes, (ohhh I think about them again) those in which forever was written in at the very first sight, chico did I say "the eyes don't lie"? Well I guess I will have to reevaluate that one!

I curse that voice of yours, how it's notes destroyingly melted my soul, the one that would put me to sleep at any second of the day,

I wanna curse my insides for being tight and keeping you warm, for allowing you to own me, for having me in my "I wanna have your babies" era for that while,

I curse the universe for making me soo blind, making me live on a life of just hope,

I curse that love that was soo true but still not at all, how can one have everything but still have nothing at the same time?

I curse the nights away from home, those ones where I had you as my home,

I curse the day I had to be left homeless, but I surely will bless the day I leave all those memories behind.

But in the meantime, I curse the day I known you "my love".