Heaven ✨

Heard a person in my circle saying that they have luck numbers and when they're dates then those are their lucky days. I don't know about my lucky number let alone lucky days but one thing for sure is seven is my unlucky number. The 7th is when my favorite aunt died, it's when most people who ruined my life and who broke me were born. I am most of the time 7marks short to my target marks and also can you believe I've been 7kgs over my dream weight for gods know how long? My circle ends at 6th so from 7th I am late in a way, I have to wake up at 7 am every morning and the song I like the least is 7 min long ( who makes a song that long anymore if not mid anyways? leave Israel Mbonyi out of this!) I have seven damaged Jean pants that I can't wear any more. I was 7 mins late for my interview so I didn't get in, I've 7 rejected applications (so far), hell according to my supervisor my portfolio needs atleast 7 visual works to be considered relevant (who does th...

Sat here at 1:35pm having some conversations with the sun,  yeah, basically talking to the sun. most of the people prefer talking to the moons, maybe it's because the sun is hot and they can't dare face it or maybe they have some ices they don't wanna melt. well today me, I talked to the sun. she approached me first. She said let's melt your ices. I was kinda scared but she told me not to! It didn't hurt, almost didn't feel anything except that my skin had a little watery reaction. She said she has been eyeing me for a while now and she thinks we have some things in common; the way I always light up the place I am at just like she does all day, the way my smile is soo bright just like her rays, she said my eyes are small they remind her of the Mars and Jupiter or Mercury and Earth on a good day. she said some people fear me but are always longing to see me just like her, I don't believe this but maybe she knows. ohh and she said that she's come to realis...

I curse the day I known you, I curse the night I smiled at that text, You know which one, right? The "I think I earned a new friend tonight"? No, I actually curse that thread that made us find each other, I wanna curse my friend who started it soo bad, but wouldn't she be innocent given the fact that it was indeed a great thing to do? But either ways I curse the very first thing that brought us together, I curse my desperate soul starving for closure at 2am on the internet, I curse that morning after few weeks of blushing at each other's texts and whatnots, the morning I finally got to hold you, I curse my soo welcoming arms that held you so tight like I've been there before, like it was my favourite thing to do in the life before that, I curse your eyes, (ohhh I think about them again) those in which forever was written in at the very first sight, chico did I say "the eyes don't lie"? Well I guess I will have to reevaluate that one! I curse that voi...